Painful.....ugh....

Great...... I am currently sick.........lets see, i have a flu, soar throat, phlegm, a bit of cough and a damn ulcer......ok fine, the ulcer is more of an irritation than a sickness....... but still, its painful....i think i'll stay at home today, good thing its my day off to.....

i dont feel like typing so,(burp) bye.......

going bananas,nuts,haywire,mashugana XD

I had fried rice yesterday night at about 11.40 pm then watch tv (numb3rs) till about 1am. Went to sleep...(duh!) then suddenly woke up at 3am (was dreaming about work....[shivers]) felt weird to my stomach....wanting to vomit.....bad sign of going to be sick..... Then i got nose block.....(great time for a traffic jam in my nose --") The pain! The horrors! i burp-ed a few times and endured the nose block,trying to go to sleep. but everytime i close my eyes i dream (have nightmares) of working.......Anyone,save me........ So i lay on my bed for i don't know how many minutes and finally fell alseep..... Some day.... i think i am really going to go crazy, then you'll all be very happy. hahaha

Cruel Justice

Justice is merely a figment of our imagination written on paper,
justice never existed in our world,
it only is what we want it to be,
powerless on its own,
it can be conquered,
through bribery, lies, blackmail, and threats.

The true meaning of justice is unknown,
it can mean death to all evil,
or salvation for the kind hearted,
and even pain to the good willed,
justice can never be fair,
because to many,
justice isn't always the same,
the perspectives of justice,
different in everyone...

Many meaningless disputes cannot be solved with justice,
instead stopped by money and bribery,
is there no end to this?
or are we to suffer the failures of justice,
the fairness of the world,
altered with just a speck of filth,
left on our beloved paradise.

Even Messiah can be brought down by Nyx,
unjust shall soon be brought to the world,
and nothing will be able to stop it,
even now,
it is already taking over,
it can be felt from everything we do,
nothing is fair anymore,
and thou should know...

job well undone.....

I am quitting my part time job by the end of November..... they had to change our work time, and i was getting sick of the job anyways....And if i did continue, my work time would be 2- 11 or 12 midnight......

NO WAY i am working that late.....

So i hope time flies by soon and the 30th of November will arrive quick.....Although i might get a second job since my mom keeps nagging saying i have nothing to do at home..... o.o'

I do have things to do, like games, fun, my SOCIAL LIFE!

Hope i can't find a job, unless someone is willing to join my suffering together and maybe, just maybe, I'll reconsider.....hahhaahha nah just kidding.....

LUCK? A joke is more like it....

I have accepted myself as a failure,
because she pushes me aside like trash,
never let to feel the joy of life in any way,
she looks at me like an experiment that went horribly wrong,
i was useless,
not appreciated,
looked down upon,
obsolete...

Something i must've did,
in my past life,
for her to resent me so,
how i feel broken hearted,
wanting to fix what sin i have made,
but never given a chance...

How i'd love that she would come back to me,
by my side,
but she will never return until i've repaired what i had done,
although i have no idea,
it must have been something in the past,
in my last life.

A terrible sin it must have been,
for her to leave me alone in the world,
so torturing a day,
each day without her,
i suffer that of what failures get,
painless yet heart stabbing,
what that cannot be sensed,
but can be felt falling out of every shameful loss,
right down from the very pits of darkness...

In my heart,
she is gone,
but is in everyone else,
not knowing how long it will last,
but treasure her,
never do anything to make her leave you,
never abuse her,
mistreat her,
of else you'll regret as how i did...

Apology to the readers

Sorry i posted nothing else besides my job, since nothing interesting ever happens to my life so my job is the only thing i can post about. I'll try to change the subject.

i am planning to go E Wei's place on friday with Chun How, its my day off.....maybe go there spam 'his' ps2 and computer.XD All i do everyday is sit in front of the computer and stare.......... I dont have much time to do anything after work since its already about 9.00 when i finish dinner...... then its straight to bed at about 11.30 or so.... My life is plain and dull, good thing its not your life to begin with. hahaha. well.... i'll make this short and end it here. bye!

Breaking news!

Sunday,Ara Damansara- Front page news when thunder storm hits NZX this afternoon, flooding the area, which caused 3 deaths. The deaths are as followed-NAH I WAS JOKING! no deaths, don't worry!

Yes yes, NZX flooded... it was COOL! i was so excited i took too many pictures, so i put up a few here.XD It was during the afternoon, when it started to rain it was normal...when it got big, the drain 'holes' were backing up! (retarded and excited face) water came gushing out and we celebrated with champaign and beer! ahahhahh kidding. We were happy at first, but then the one of the drain holes were still working then the rain got smaller and the water was swept away.......

They played Final Fantasy-X BGM today! i was so happy when i heard. But they only played for awhile so it was good while it lasted. I plan to find out who was responsible and get the songs from him/her!!! we also got uniforms now, its only a T-shirt but it looks......well......according to theme is all that i am going to say......... according to theme.......there i said it!XD i know i am lame, you don't have to remind me,

What else....... Pui Shan quitted and went to 'Hao Wei Dao' while Jing Yee(i think i spelled her name right) came for an interview, all she did was fill in the application form and went on her way! what was that??? lol

Lastly(and i bet you're all happy), i didn't get to post anything yesterday because i had to do over time... 10 morning to 12 midnight...... then they had to count the profit today, then we can leave.... so we waited 'till about 1.10 then i went home for durian cake and slept....

Complaints about work again...

Pui Shan started working today. It was all of a sudden too. No one knew..... then she worked at the shop right in front of mine. So we could talk a bit. She should be going to the new row of NZX by tomorrow since she was only replacing the girl that worked at that shop that had her day off today, a mouth full..... try saying the past sentence and you'll know what i mean..... Now we cant sit or talk or listen to music, or slack or chat or walk around unless instructed, or squat or babble or else 'they' will cut our salary or fire us......... lolololololol

Got scolded for talking to Pui Shan twice, serves me right for not listening to advice.... haha scolding myself.... I think Pui Shan will be quitting soon, or so I've been told, Chun How said she told him that she'll be quitting because its boring and tiring....... everyone else were else where doing something else else where.... (i am trying to confuse you readers XD) so she was all alone guarding 8 shops i think.....Poor her...... i became a computer whiz! (not really...) i helped out this guy to move and fix up computers all around the place which kinda took away half of my work day, hahahahahhahaha tiring though.... moving computers and stuff around......

Life and Death...

Life, an ominous illusion given to many things...
A perfect life is nothing but a dream,
that can never be fulfilled...
Filled with hatred given by enemies and foes,
Suffering in wars and fights.
Vengeance between best friends, lovers, and relatives,
A never ending cycle of pain and horrors down to the depths of oblivion...
Thou shall know what life is,
as you live through it.
Life that is given at birth is a suffering to many,
and many gave up and let go of it...

Death, as though an eternal sleep...
the wonders of death are many,
all that thou should have to reclaim,
through the loss in life,
Problems solved like flashes of light.
Burden is lifted off thy shoulders,
Peace is given,
and thou shall be sent to Eden's garden to enjoy what's left of eternity...

Life can only be given once,
Death is always within hand's reach,
advantages of life were taken from the dawn of time,
disadvantages of death had been removed from the ends of life.

Take life as it is,
with the pain that i have been through,
or with death,
we shall enjoy what it has to offer!

*thou: an old saying meaning 'you'
*thy: an old saying meaning 'your'

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Got tagged...

tagged by Jia Bao,

10 people i'm tagging
1. E Wei
2. Yee Juinn
3. Chun How
4. Jia Bao
5. Cheryl
6. E Wei
7. Yee Juinn
8. Chun How
9. Jia Bao
10. Cheryl

Who is no.2 having relationship with?
I dunno.....

no.3 a male or a female?
I dunno.....XD (male la)

if no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
I dunno..... ask them..... not my prob, its not a bad idea! XD i am not saying that Yee Juinn is already taken ok!

how about no.5 and no.8?
first of all, no.5 and no.10 are the same person! because i dont have enough people to tag (embarrased) Second, Cheryl and Chun How???.........................................................................no comment......................................

what is no.1 studying about?
Gaming......

is no.4 single?
Should be.......i am not sure.........

say something about no.6.
one of my bestest best friends, hope he wont forget me like my other 'best friends' who apparently forgot me......T^T (super sad face)

PS: i dont have enough people to tag so i repeated.........

Real fake head! confused?

I was checking some stock at the new shop area, the last pile of stock was at the back. It was kinda dark even though the place wasn't closed up...... I don't know why it was so dark anyways.....the was a box to my right, with real fake heads....... it was CREEPY SCARY! The face was like all burned up, the eye balls were popping out. the lips were gone and the teeth was yellow with blood...(duh)The skin wasn't there so all you see of the face was flesh.... real fake flesh....XD The hair was in patches so it looks like it was burnt and worst of all........ IT WAS STARING AT YOU! BO GA BO GA BO GA!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Ok that was lame.... Well since i am me, its supposed to be lame.My friend took the head and flung it around, i admit i was abit creeped out... He wasn't scared though,there was a hook on top of the head so he hung it at the shop for awhile. Every time i looked at it i was all O_O"( cuz it looks very realistic....seriously...). I dont mean to scare the readers out there but i thought it was worth mentioning.

NO SITTING!!! XD

I found a chair at work today.... it was at one of my shops, so i decided to enjoy the moment and sit down.Then my friends saw the chair and borrowed it... then another friend wanted the chair... So we passed it around... Then in the afternoon, our boss came to visit... He saw one of the girls sitting down on the chair.

He shouted(in cantonese): where did that chair come from!
I walked there and said i found it in my store just lying there.
He then asked Big apples if the chair was one of theirs.(They answered 'no' by the way)
Then he looked at ME! and said: If I catch you guys sitting again, i will whack you everytime i see you sit!(in cantonese)
My legs went numb for a second, we were shocked. He told me to take the chair away. I left it at a corner and he left the vicinity.... i was creeped out by his 'mean look'.(shivers) After that harsh experience, i wont ever look at him straight in the eyes again! And i cant sit anymore. (sad face) : (

Relaxation!

Finally my first day off ! I know i sound dramatic but it wasn't as easy as you think... My job that is..... My mom is cooking curry today and for some unknown reason... i woke up at 9 in the morning! I went to the kitchen and obviously mom was preparing the curry already.


Then breakfast, you should try it. Bread dipped in spicy hot curry! super nice! I liked it myself, and with some potatoes and chicken, though i dont really eat the chicken... just the bread ,curry ,and the POTATOES!!! XD......never mind.......

Afternoon:

My mom went to work so i gots free time.Well i can do anything even if my mom's not here so, no difference........ I sat in front of the computer from the moment i finish breakfast 'till about 4 pm. Went to Big Apples at NZX to wait for E Wei, took him for a new grand tour of NZX since they renovated. Wasted some time there, XD then suddenly the supervisor said we can't come when we are not working........ what kind of law is that?!?!

So we went on our way and i walked E Wei half way back to his house, then headed back to my home.... On the way ,I saw Chun How! His father gave me a lift back to NZX and we went our seperate ways... Then i reached home, did the usual, and sat here in front of my computer typing this blog.....lololololololol!

Men...

Brave yet ignorant...

Intelligent yet foolish...

Strong yet underestimated...

Thoughtful yet selfish...

Caring yet careless...(XD)

Blur and dull...

Daring and proud...

Last but not least...

A FAILURE OF GOD!!!(YEE JUINN) XDXDXD

Here is the one for men as i promised. i liked it quite alot compared to the Women section! Especially the last part!! No offence Yee Juinn... I am not saying that all men are like this though... since i am one... at least i think i am ..... hahhaahahaahhaaahahh. Again, i did this because i was bored and i got lots of free time on my hand so, to the boys/men i wuv you too! XD

PS. I am not ghey!!!

Women....

Simple yet complex...

Tough yet fragile...

Diligent and sly...

Weird yet natural...

Smart and oblivious...

Afraid yet strong...

Silent yet deadly...(XD)

Caring yet cruel...

Emotional yet heartless...

Pretty and dangerous...


So many ways to describe a woman, but most of them I know are hediously stupid, ugly, moronically retarded, imbecillic, bla bla bla.... most of them.......(joking!!!XD) dont take it seriously girls. wuv you! i did this because i was bored. so dont get angry at me girls, wealwy wuv you! XDXDXD

Tough Day...

This is starting to sound more like a complaint than a blog right now.... you'll understand if you keep reading......

I dont feel like blogging today so I'll make it short as possible......


It was actually fun at work today until.......THEY WANTED ME TO MOVE HEAVY LOADED BOXES!!!
you know how weak i was to begin with.... but well, they are my 'boss'. so i kinda have to listen... i did some checking at the start, then they wanted to move the boxes to somewhere else... the place wasn't that far but we have to go up two floors?!?!?! i was like OMG!!!

those boxes were HEAVY... I can't estimate how heavy but i could kinda guess, about 2-4 bowling balls per.... i could take a few boxes.... but then it started to get REALLY heavy... i was sweating so much that the lower half of my trousers were wet..... not totally..... my face was like dripping with sweat.... no one could imagine how horrible it was........For me that is......


I feel numb all over.........DX

I'll stop here for the time being........................... Man am I pooped..........

Regrets......

Second day of work and i am already starting to regret doing the 'full time' job... I'd wish i got the part time instead...it was the same with yesterday.... except i had to take care of 7 ****ing stores with another friend since one had to go do something else..... and i don't know what she was doing.... i think she was building a mini 'house' or something......And 1 of the workers didn't come so we get to look after another store, YAY!(not....) So a total of 7 stores.......=.="

We had to run around taking turns guarding different shops and making purchases for the customers..... here are a few pictures of the shops i am taking care of....


That was the first shop..... here's the second one........

No one bought the action figures but some crazed moron bought the cat... it was a medium sized one that cost RM99.........

And so my daily routine has changed from breakfast>play>dinner>play>sleep to breakfast>work>lunch>work>dinner>play>sleep..... not much time to play actually......

Now the only good thing about this job is the pay and the new friends......though they are not permanent.... : p

I hate this job right now..... but it'll have to do until the end of this month..... i wonder how this will end up into...

my first day on the 'job'

My first time blogging... i bet it will sound like an essay...well it is anyways......I woke up did my stuff and head for work... Reached there at 10.30 or so.'punched' the card, and headed out to look for the supervisor... then a bunch of young people,such as myself, also did the same job, not that there is anything wrong with it. I did from 11-8, some went for a full time and it was 11-11.... i was wondering how they could get over the boredom... Anyways, we started opening the shops, arrange the racks, move them out and so on. then the supervisors sent us out to our stations, i had to take care of two shops!!!

The first one is a shop filled with action figures of sports players.... its was kind of pointless because no one really buys these kind of things..... and they cost alot. About RM 35 for a normal sized one... I say about 12cm in height. The big one was RM 69!?! Then the second shop was selling clay cats, for luck and prosperity or something like that... One of those things the size of a soccer ball costs RM 245, i was shocked when i checked the price. So being careful was the first thing that came to mind. I sat there waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting..... and of course no one and i repeat NO ONE came to buy the stuff.... As expected...... i was like O.O''....... i stood and sat stood and sat..... (bla bla bla) until my legs were numb. lunch time! Had a donut at Big Apple. Continued doing the same thing over and over again... Sitting and standing, sitting and standing. When people do come in.... they take a look, smile at me and leave.... I was like a worthless numb skull......... : P Chun How worked from7-11.... lucky him...

I dont even want to mention what else was in store.... so i'll stop here before everyone gets bored of reading this since i noticed it was VERY long..... yes yes it was very tiring....... but what can i say.... it was for money!XD