Monday, August 31, 2009

independence day.

happy merdeka people! XD

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pay no mind to that list over there. anyways, i have loads of glucose inside of me and i feel GREAT! XD sugar rush!!!!

2 pieces of erm, some kind of sugar coated biscuit block, half a can of coke, 2 bowls of sweet barley and HONEYSTARS! :P

well, yeah. that's kind of it for today. no special events.... except for the terrible catch streak in mousehunt......

I LOVE FINAL FANTASY!!!!!!!!!!

i beg my leave. XD

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

yet another dream post.

Yesterday came one of the most vivid dreams i've ever had. as usual, non of these dreams of mine make sense, so try not to think too hard.

yeah so, i was LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE, in an unknown car at the road side, i was obviously in the driver seat, Tat Chee was next to me, and then Advent was BEHIND, coaching me. now that i think about it, shouldn't he be beside me? to coach? XD so, i drove like it was a piece of cake, till a Y-junction, there was a police chase, i stopped the car, but the police told me to drive aside with hand signals, so i drove off. then we came to a stop at a nearby junkyard where E WEI had a mechanic shop built up there. weird isn't it? XD so, i got off to check up on him, don't ask me where Tat Chee and Advent went. cuz i don't know. anyways, we talked for a while, then an important customer came, and another car appeared out of nowhere, which i assume 'belongs to Nicole' cuz she was asking E Wei to fix the car. the engine was busted. then E Wei told me to handle it while he discussed some stuff with the important customer. i now consider this the weirdest part in the whole dream.... i don't know why, but i packed up some kind of submarine sandwich and stuffed it in a box, and put it at where the engine is supposed to be.....=.=

after all that, we (me, E Wei, and some other guy which i THINK is the guy whose collecting the rent for the place) discussed about E Wei's financial problems... he wasn't able to pay the 'rent' cuz he didn't get many customers over the months. then i found myself giving him a lecture. and POOF, the whole junkyard and mechanic shop turned into a shopping mall, and the shop became a book store. :O

so now, E Wei owns a book store, which WAS a mechanic shop. i looked up at a few books in the place and then i popped into a jewelry shop. i got caught red handed for stealing and had to pay a fine. POOF! i'm at home playing Devil Summoner 2..... a big pile of messed up shit is what i say.....

when i woke up, i thought i was still playing Devil Summoner 2 and was thinking of what to do in the game and stuff..... lame eh? XD

haha ok, that's about it for today.

i beg my leave~

Thursday, August 20, 2009

The beginning of a wonderful day.

*checks the clock* (what?? 5.15 in the morning???) haha... i get overly energetic every time there's an outing the next day or something like that. i double check everything before i go to sleep too. and i always find it hard to fall asleep and waking up is the easiest thing to do, next to breathing. So, i found myself waking up at 5 in the morning,(which wasn't bad. sometimes i can't sleep at all!) having fully re-energized for the whole day that i definitely could not wait for! i lolled on the bed for quite a while, had a few visits to the bathroom too. i tried to fall asleep again, but my excitement kept me awake. all i can do now is to wait for my mom to wake up. *fast forward*

Walking to school with a person of complete opposite personality was totally cool! especially when you have things to prove those differences. i, with my white ear piece, and E Wei made black his choice for the day. and i know this is awkward, but our walking styles are also quite opposite-ish! like, reflections! XD

OH and today's oral presentation for english... Ezrul, Ballz man and Jason were in the same group..... you know what that usually means.... lol....... anyways.... i'm not in liberty to say anything so...... XD

OFF WITH YOUR HEADS! i mean, off we go to the school trip~! hehe.... so, got rice, got tinge(a non carbonated drink by spritzer), to the bus we go!

aboard the bus......

it's a full house! or, full bus if you would. it was absolutely PACKED! and lucky for us, we got the seats RIGHT at the bee-hind, near the back.... meaning we get front row seats for a bunch of terrible malay singers!(no racism intended) so, jamming our own ears with music is the only choice to avoid from dying of torture.... XD i ate some of my m&m's and shared, so did my other kind friends. awww~ XD so, it's the sugar rush season i guess! XD the flow of sweets just keep coming!

after a seemingly short while of music and plenty of glucose to last us a lifetime, we've reached our first destination. Memorial tunku abdul rahman. we got off at a sidewalk leading towards the precedented location, and we were off. there were some old vehicles aligned with the road though, but nothing spectacular if you're wondering. then at the entrance, up a small flight of stairs stood.... a floor! XD lol okok, there was a souvenier shop. to it's left is the boys toilet, and to the left of that is a carbonated drink vending machine. AND to the left of THAT is another long flight of staircases upstairs! XD ok, let's cut to the chase. we were seperated into groups of 6 for a little knowledge hunt, 20+ questions and a whole building on the tunku dude and merdeka stuff. so, we're into some big time trouble as, 1, i'm the 'suggested leader', and 2, sejarah wasn't the forte of some of my members... including me. XD good thing they give details in english too~ so, ran up and down the whole place to look for answers as we split up the questions and the group as well, for more efficiency.

there were some cool stuff like the many attires of the big DUDE, we get to see his house and its interior design, his office and other stuff. many of those, see no touch, touch= jail stuff.... LOL i'm joking... we can't touch them even if we wanted to... they're either sealed safely behind glass, or out of reach.......=.= too much info for merdeka is what i say.... yes yes, we appreciate it, you love him, we get it!

Brunch! as they call it, yesh, had shome.... we ish eating spicy fish cake rice-sh with fried-sh chicken. then, another bottle of mineral water was given.... as if we don't have enough to take... so i have a total of 4 bottles with me. LOL! a 1 litre and 3 500ml's... then, prize giving for the knowledge hunt winners. obviously, our team had 'next to 0' chances of winning, so i didn't expect much. i thank my group for giving all your best in this, i gave it my all too, but i guess our all isn't enough this time. T.T

NEXT STOP! MUSEUM POLICE! they say it backwards in malay, so i followed. :P

police person: strictly no pictures inside the museum!

students: awwwww BOOOOOO!!!!

lol joking. we were allowed to take pictures of the outside stuff. i took one that looked like we were going back to school. XD pictures are below if you didn't know. we watched a movie presentation of how police were formed and bla bla bla. then to the galleries! in section A, there were the first ever uniforms of police, section B were on guns and weapons i think... we saw loads of cool weapons and swords and balisongs and OOOOOO i just want them ALL! XD section C was...... was............... actually, i don't know what section C was about.. it all looked so mixed up. i saw a red dude though. like, cooked sausage red, y'know? muscular + red = the new meat energy bar. HAHAHA i remember there was one part, but i forgot which one, was this partly glass floor with two rag dolls at the bottom. one of them was looking up, through the glass floor, like a peeping tom.... creepy....

ok, the tour was much shorter than our previous one and I'M GLAD! our final stop was the tugu negara. lol, sounds like a long form for toga. XD toga, an ancient greek clothing made for men and women alike. or at least, that's what i think it is cuz i'm too lazy to check the wiki. i've visited this tugu thing before. when i was still attending primary school. well, a second visit wouldn't kill.... anyways, i stepped on gum the second time on my right shoe....it wasn't pretty.... so were my tearing eyes.... i don't know why, but when there's too much sunlight, and i concentrate on stuff, the corners of my eyes go black, as in, the view. and if i concentrate too long, i start tearing..... tell me if this has happened to you, or is it just me. or that it's a common thing. i'd feel much better. so, stepped on gum, took more photos, *burp* excuse me.... then strolled around a bit, and went to a chocolate shop opposite the place. one word.....the-most-expensive-chocolates-i-have-ever-seen-in-my-entire-life! yes, that was one word, so shuddup.

we're finally at the end of the trip and gathered at the bus to go back home. i went on the bus a bit sluggishly... maybe because i didn't really want to go back yet.... but, all good things must come to an end some time.... so, back home it is..... T.T

after that, it's history. PHEW! finished at last. hope you enjoyed this overly long summary of my extraordinary trip! XD buh-bye!

i beg my leave.

Pictures


On the bus~

(picture removed on request)
First stop! Memorial tunku abdul rahman!

i have another pic of his keris but i dare not upload, as i might get put into jail for it. keep a look out for my MSN pic! XD


tunku's house is just up there!!! ^^^^^ XD


A picture of a person taking a picture. LOL! don't kill me! XD


erm, i forgot if this was breakfast or lunch.... so, as they say, BRUNCH IT IS!!! XD


LOL~ XD


Revenge of the picture taking? :P


SO COOL!!!!! *screams!* XD


OMG! *FAINTS~*


SUPER LOL! XD

awesome posing people!


*coughs* no comment. (please don't kill me!)


WE'RE GOING BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!

LOL no la. it may not look like it, but that's the police museum... no pics ALLOWED.... so......haiz...




SO EMO! i wanna join!!!


LOOK AT ALL THE PUNY PEOPLE! XD


so sexy and hot! (seriously, it's stinkin hot... i was tearing..)



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uhh.... lol dunno.


Synchronizing. XD

FIN~

Monday, August 10, 2009

New Old Town. GEDDIT? NEW? OLD? XD

it's da new old town coffee shop at tmn megah lar....... LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

i went there yesterday with my mom and cousin after she finished her work at NZX.... i think it's charity work but i'm not so sure myself. NEEWAYS..... bored = outing, so for today's equation, bored + company = yam cha! ( hi-tea~!) KAKAKA!

My mom and cousin no fun wan... both order lime juice.... i order orange juice ah!!! pro leh~ XD the people there damn stingy 1 i tell u.....half the cup is full of ice. then the cup only about 4 inches tall or something....=.=

ok whatever lo. then i order something eat. got sandwich la, got frenc- i mean, FUN fries la, got red beans la(bluek!!) then got egg oso....

eat talk eat talk eat talk eat talk eat talk then i order more food. erm, this time 1 peanut butter toast. eat d mouth become sticky. lolololololol

after that wanna take foto, den my cousin walk past, make face, then walk away.. take until like dis.....



the one time i remember my phone has a built in camera, this happens.... HAHAHA! i gotta start sticking notes everywhere.....

k gotta go do business in da toilet d. making kuih. if wan please make orders 1 week in advance and delivery free of charge. if you live near me that is....XD

i beg my leave~

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Lost

I've recently noticed that i'm quite lucky to still be here. Even after what has happened through my course of life, some people had been through far worse that i could have ever imagined. I failed to realize, for so many years, how lucky i was..... How desperately i tried to redirect the attention at me when someone else needs it more. From my experiences in life, i've learnt to treasure my friends. all of them. but have i treasured enough? have i given the best that i could offer to them? instead of hoarding all for myself? i've asked myself these questions but i dare not answer.

My best isn't enough. My motivation had gone with time, whenever it will return, 'soon' is the answer i am hoping for. sometimes laughing at my own mistakes. not caring for my own pride and humility. but even so, i'm turning into a sadist. and a bad one. faces change upon the words that exit my mouth, those words, some harsh, painful in their own unique way. Ever so heart breaking, but never revealing. i apologize for all the souls and spirits that i have broken, the pain that i have brought. I know that this isn't enough to repay for what i've done, or to repent the sins that i made, it is the least that i could do. rather than doing nothing.

Ha ha... am i still human? am i..... still capable of showing, true emotions? standing at the edges of humanity. i have not lost it.... no, i have not..... i have..... let go of it.... released it on my own free will.... nothing but imitations.... i am a fraud.... i am no one. my insides.... filled with the present memories of my only friends. my only mother. please.... you are all that i have left.... don't leave me..... or, i will become empty...... nothing but a doll.... with false feelings and a mechanical heart.

i don't know what i am saying anymore.... someone.....anyone..... save me from the depths of insanity. To those whom are living in hell, how do you survive? please, enlighten me... i want to know. how to survive in this world of pure chaos. what am i saying..... i don't know..... am i confused? i hope i am. i'm sorry..... i'm so so sorry....

Thursday, August 6, 2009

power boost

My lap timings are getting much better than before. well, mainly it's because i didn't really use all my strength to pedal.... or is it? haha! who knows! XD

My trusty metal steed and i have just set a new record for both 'tracks' today!

location - previous time - newest time
E Wei's condo - 5 minutes - 3 minutes 30 seconds
Tuition - usually 10-12 minutes due to traffic - 8 minutes with less traffic

and i've noticed some slight design flaws in my bicycle model... though they're not of any immediate importance to fix, they are still quite annoying. hope to get it fixed somehow, if possible. Or just get a new bicycle after a year or so. E Wei and I saw a new model bicycle on the way home. though i'm not sure of the model type and such, i know it's one of the newer versions made recently, the brake mechanism was changed to a motorbike wheel brake, rather than the usual type,similar in every way. if you don't understand what i mean, compare an old bicycle brake with a motorcycle brake. that's the difference. the silence of the new ones are amazing, there are no ticking sounds when the wheels rotate while not pedaling. totally awesome! XD unfortunately, those bicycles cost easily over a thousand malaysian ringgit.... which, without a doubt, i will be WILLING TO PAY! if my mom just lets me. XD

i've also suggested to my mom to allow me to ride on a highway to test my bike's full potential in terms of top speed. but she insisted i don't, since it's obviously unsafe..... but seriously.... if you have a bicycle, and a long stretch of road, i bet you'd wanna try 'it' out. XD

ok, that's enough of my bicycle fantasies for a day. hope this didn't bore you too much. enjoy the rest of your life while you still can! (just kidding)

i beg my leave.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Human Intelligence

I've always been amazed by the human species and the many creations they have made to improve our lives. But recently, there had been a large decline of smart people all around the world. The decrease in population has caused a major slow down in the progression of, well... almost everything i suppose.

Fear not my fellow readers! I've seen the students of SMKKJ and much of them seem to have potential. Instead of doing things for the betterment of the society, these so called bright students think the other way around. They have ingenious plots and blueprints of many new designs to improve the old things and make new technology as well! You might think they're our saviors, and they'll keep us happy and comfy with new inventions, faster computers and other kinds of crap, but it's quite the contrary... one of those inventions was seen today at the male toilet in SMKKJ. A short pipe was plugged into a tap at the toilet. that's not the interesting part, the other end of the pipe was attached to the tap right next to the first one! now THAT'S! INGENIOUS! why didn't i think of that? oh, maybe that's because i wasn't smart enough to plug two ends of a rubber pipe into taps and open both of the water ways..... well, obviously what happened next was that the water had almost no way to come out. so they gushed out at small gaps at the end of the pipe and tap on both sides. I noticed this at the end of school, while i had some business to finish in the little boy's room before i go home. Wise and busy people as they were, they forgot to deactivate the new invention, so i was kind enough to lend them a hand,(no, not in literal means...) and left it as it is as i hadn't the strength to remove the pipe from it's original position as it was pushed in very deep. i had no choice but to leave. everything after that is history. k bye~

I beg my leave.

P.S: i have double checked my spellings. checked after i finished some stuff. i will not remove this postscript because i don't feel like it. XD BYE BOYS AND GIRLS!