Da Movies!

We(my mom and I) went to watch Powerpuff Gi- err..... i mean.... X-men Origins:Wolverine......*coughs* Don't worry, i won't put any spoilers for the ones who haven't watched. Or at least, i'll try my best not to... But that does take out all the fun of saying how great it is..... now that's hard.

OKAY, so...... if you like gore, some violence here and there, drama, cool graphics and mind ripping mutants, this is the movie for you. It's about wolverine(duh), and his past. You'll get to see some of the old mutants like the gambit, cyclops when he was young(with all the eye lasering goodness), some new dudes, and dudads.

The story line is decent, or as my mom says, 'so-so only la' like she always do. It was realistic to the max! Like it always is, and so on so forth.

Point is, this is a must-watch. I'll reach your doorstep and bring you to watch it if i have to!(not really.)

I'll end this post here with a quote: dictionaries are your friends, unless you decide to throw them at people, it's their worst nightmare.

Reality

Studying is boring....... wish i could just get this over with! study study study........ reading all those info on dead people and ancient history. i'll tell you what, IT'S A TOTAL BORE FEST!

Yes yes yes, you have to study, it's for the good of your future. Yeah i know that. Yeah i'm studying. There's no guarantee that your future will be bright after all that reading. It isn't like the guy up there wrote a letter to you saying you'll be getting a good job and an even better life. You'll have to achieve those with your own power. Uhuh, sure.

Work hard, work hard, all your work will pay off sooner or later. and when is that? who knows!

All i know is, no point dreaming, what you want, get it, what you cant get, keep trying until you are sure there's no way to obtain it. Then, LIVE WITH IT......... Aiming for 5As minimum, Exams are on the 18th of May. I'll see how much studying i can do until then.

Wishing all of you the best of luck, study hard, no goofing off, do your best, there's only one chance in life. Take it or leave it.

I'll be hitting the books, hard.

Thou need not know the truth, as it might not be what it seems.

Mat rempit-ed

This morning, when i was cycling happily to school. I was passing through the back of the hospital, and just as i turn to the road that leads to E Wei's condo, i heard a scream. Looking back, there were 5 people, two with helmets (the mat rempits as how people call them), an indian female, a chinese female and male. Here's how it went, i saw that one of the mat rempits(of unknown race) trying to snatch the handbag of the indian female, while she was unwilling to let go, she kept pulling it back and forth, then i don't know what the other two chinese was doing since it all happened so fast. Suddenly, the mat rempit let go. I didn't know if he took anything in the bag or not. He jumped on the motorcycle and the person on the bike drove off. It all happened under 5 seconds, it was quite a startle.

There was 2 or 3 motorbikes following behind me, and guess what? they were all WATCHING.........

Personally, i couldn't really do anything to start with. I've calculated, if i were to turn my bicycle and go after them, it would be slightly too late, and i might get myself in trouble instead of saving anyone. I'll need saving myself if i were to enter that ferocious fight... Though i wonder what the other 2 or 3 motorcyclists were thinking, they could've helped if they wanted to..... I'm wimpy, i do admit that. :P

Maybe i should've chucked my bicycle at them. haha!

E Wei had the crazy idea that if the mat rempit were to just jump on the bike, and the driver drove off before he sat, he'll split his banana(banana split, the ultimate breakdance move that can only be performed once by men, and they'll need to visit the surgery ward for the next few weeks.) and it would be really funny. HAHAHA! Or that he sat on the bike but the driver drove off so fast that the guy would fall off the bike DUE to inertia, then the driver would reverse and pick up the guy, but he reversed a bit too much, and...... well..... just imagine the positions........ XD

ok, that's all for today's update. Nights! Curse my 10pm curfew......

my bicycle has been tuned and slightly modified!

Long title indeed.I couldn't think of a better one.

As the title has mentioned, my bicycle has been tuned and modified.

The brakes were quite loose and the bicycle could still move even after i apply the brakes.I figured it was dangerous to leave it like this, so i proposed to go to a shop and fix it.

Went there today after tuition, was a nice and peaceful ride, with the shining sun right above me in the midst of the afternoons and the cool(not) breeze blowing in my direction causing air resistance which means i have to pedal harder, plus, it was an uphill road. HAHAHA!

The guy tightened my brakes, shifted it to a lower angle so that it is easier to control, or so he says. Then i've set the pedal gear to the middle, larger one, so that there will be more bang for my buck. As in the bicycle will move with a faster top speed at a sacrifice of acceleration. though i do prefer acceleration over top speed, but this was an exception since i've been feeling slow lately. This will also help me train my leg muscles. Two birds with one stone, or maybe the other way around if you would prefer.

Point is, my bike is now faster with better brakes! YAY ME!

I beg my leave.

quick update

I'm currently using my time 'wisely' to study and YET online at the same time. Though i've controlled myself not to touch the com after i'm done. i leave the msn on so that i could contact people just in case.

yes yes, you have not mistaken, i have obtained the will to study. ask me why? i'll tell you. but not now. XD

the midterms are just around the corner, as in, you turn, then it's right there waiting.... staring with its all powerful glare.....forcing you to grab your books and........ FOOL AROUND! hahahah!

anyways, went to (insert person's name here)'s place to study. didn't literally study, but revised just a tiny wee bit of history.

and now i'm here.

and now i'll be dashing to the toilet to bake cakes, do my business and maybe earn some money while i'm at it.

yeah, i'm lame but not funny..... lost the will. KBYEPOOPOOTIME!

A peaceful day.

Finally, one of those rare occasions where i am not emo for ONE WHOLE DAY and nothing bad has occurred anywhere near me. Just a normal, peaceful day. How delightful. It's been quite a while since i had such a day. It WAS a peaceful day, so expect this post to be more boring than usual.

I'll start off with a congratulatory applause to Ms.Ivy Tan Jia Bao and Ms.Nicole Leaw Hui Qing on winning third prize in last week's cooking competition with a total of NO CASUALTIES! *grand applause* lol joking. I am serious on the cooking competition, they really won third prize. it was expected since they cooked so well~

Oh, and we did the choral speaking today. Refer to Nicole's blog to get a more detailed explanation.

Moral class was fun. Had a good talk with the teacher and Tat Chee. hahaha,  i remember a part of the conversation, it went like this,

Tat Chee: is it 'bla bla bla'?

Teacher: yeah it's 'bla bla bla', you've got it right. Don't tell anyone else.

Han Zhang: erm, i'm right here. i can listen very clearly.

Me, teacher and Tat Chee: hahahahahah!

*bla=moral value.

Since it was moral class, and moral was one of the worst subjects that i cannot master, so i forgot what that moral value he said, or any other moral value to start with! XD

Then the twins went missing, though i am going to respect their privacy and NOT ask what happened. Even though i am very curious....

Everything went on normally after that.

*fast forward*

OK TIME TO GO HOME. (walking to my bicycle)

Fix up everything and getting ready to leave when, out of the blue, i almost snapped my lock into the holder full of bird excretion! i was amazed on how a bird can accurately excrete its faeces into a slip hole 0.4cm wide.... anyways, took out my merit card that was in PERFECT(sarcasm) condition, and placed tissue at the tip of the card, and swiped it through the slip. Removed what's left of the tissue, and went on my way, while having that grotesque feeling running through my mind...

Whelp, that's about it on my exquisite day of peace and normality.

G'bye my beloved and dearest of readers~

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The past that allures me.

I am feeling very nostalgic these days... i miss my past, my childhood. when my dad was still with me. my old friends. when there was nothing in the world that could make me worry. everything was peaceful, so calm and perfect. As i grew and changed, so has my life. And now, this, what it has become.

I don't know. so many things had changed. sometimes i wonder why my dad......... why my mom.....

Such things that i had to go through. such harsh and painful events. yes i might be living, i might not be living to the fullest. i am going to prove it all wrong! i will change it! there might still be times where i will shudder, and hide from the truth. i wish for support, from my friends and my only family. Though i rarely get encouragement, i still endure, hoping one day, i will get what i want. What i have gotten, i deserved. i have no regrets.

A simple wish, takes a lifetime to be fulfilled, and only the ones near me are able to fulfill it.

The love i had obtained in money and objects, but not in affection and heart felt warmth. i wish for those, but are unable to reach for even a tiny bit of it.

The care i had given, taken for granted. what has driven me to continue to live this long? my fear of death? the things i would miss and forget if i were to leave this world? for the sake of my mom? to prove myself wrong? what is it? i want to know. i will find out. maybe.... maybe.... to achieve my dreams and wishes..... to find it..... yes.... that might be it....... i might have found it..... will i be able to....... cherish it...... will i? that.... i leave to fate, and hope it will not forsake its duty.....

With this. i change my perception of life. i always say i would change..... hopefully i will be able to. with one last sentence. 'Friends, i seek your help and guidance.'

Please, assist me through this wretched life i now possess, and help me reach for the new, or old life, that i once had. it is not an easy job, and i cannot do it alone. And, when this new life had been given to me, i shall treasure it with all my heart. i will not let it go. never.

The tears i have shed, the new things i have gained, will not go to waste. Friends, you have my deepest and sincerest gratitude, i shall always be there, in light or in darkness, to repay the kindness, the debt i owe, for you, i will do anything.